Most nights, when I lay in bed and am just about to fall asleep I remember there is this one thing that I should write about; Calmness. I have a very small, rather old cat, and every night she sleeps in my bed, since I am the only one in the family who don't mind petting her when I am about to sleep. I don't mind because I can't think any more relaxing way to fall asleep, than to the sound of a purring cat. She comforts me when the night is too cold, or too dark.
You know how a nice cup of tea, or a warm bath right before you go to bed, is just amazingly relaxing, right? It can simply just take away the stress of a whole day. Falling asleep to this sound tops that. By 10 times. At the very least.
I'm not really going to tell you anything else today, than the fact that I love my little cat. She quite small, just like me xD - She looks like a big kitten, even though she is thirteen years old now.
Apropos getting old. My grand-grandfather is getting very old. He suffers from dementia, and it is getting pretty bad. Last week he even emptied his bank account, because he forgot that he already had withdrawn the money he needed. I feel horrible for even thinking this, but I think it would be for the best if only he could go to sleep and not wake up again, very soon. It's not that I don't love him, 'cause I do. It's just so very hard to watch as he fades to nothing but a shadow of his former self. Accusing almost everyone of stealing from him. Yes, it would be for the best, if only he could have peace now. He have lived a long and rich life, but his end is nearing, and he is getting miserable. He'll probably be put in a nursing home soon. The one place he always said he'd never want to go.
I'm just stopping this now, before it gets too sad. Old people and cats, that's what you get to night XD
Today's song is Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin. Just because.
And the number of the day is 209. No idea why. :)
Over and out
- Brian
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