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Wau.. I mean just... Wau.
I am furious! I feel so, so betrayed!
My sister is a theif. Don't know if I've mentioned it before, but she is. She steals clothes from us. My mother and I. It's unbelievable! I really hate to say this, but I don't think I can trust her at all anymore. And it kills me! Because I love her so very much, and I want to trust her! But I can't.
Sometimes I really want to hit her. Just beat her up so badly not even our mother would be able to recognize her. Really just watch her bleed. I feel like a terrible person just for thinking this, but it is a part of the anger, the rage, she awakens in me. And at the same time I just feel heartbroken! What on Earth was she thinking, betraying my trust like that?! She might as well spit me in the face.
Now, this is far from the first time she have done something like this (Otherwise I might be overreacting a tad). She has done this several times before, walking into my room when I'm not there, taking my stuff and calling it hers. I hate it. It makes me feel so small, so helpless. She has been told that it's wrong, and not allowed several times before, but that doesn't stop her. What if she continues this behavior when she's all grown up? What if she continues out of the house? She might go to jail then. I would hate to watch my babysister go to prison. But that might be a reality in just a couple of years. If she keeps this up. It's awful.

Todays song is Evil Angel by Breaking Benjamin.
And the number is 13.

Ovre and out
- Brian