Damn...

Soo... Today've been kind of a mixed day. Most have been great, work was fine and afterwards I spend two hours with Leaz. (It would've been more if not her parents called her at six pm and told her to get home). It was nice seeing her again, we had sooo much to talk about :3
Though not all of the day have been that pleasant. I've made a mistake at work. A mistake that might just cost me the job. See, we have these costumers that are hired to see if they can smugle a product past the cashiers. (I work as a cashier) And apparently he got past me three times. Now, I don't think this is true. Yesterday I actually caught him. And with yesterday being my thrid time, he'd only got past me two times. Thou one of my bosses (I actually have a lot of them o.o) told me that yesterday doesn't count. All because I didn't see what was in his cart 'till AFTER he'd pay for everything else. I was just giving him the receipt when I noticed a bottle of fabric softner in his cart. I asked about it, bla bla bla, he paid for it and everything seemed to wwork out just fine. BUT! Because he'd already paid for everything else, it doesn't count as if I caugth him. He got past me. And I might loose my job. I have no idea of what to do if I loose this job. Getting a new one will NOT be easy. Both because of my age. It's not easy to get a job in a age of seventeen as most employers like cheap labor, and I can only provide that for 9 more months (After that I'll be eighteen and therefore more expensive to hire).
As I'm not in school right now I really need a job. I need something to get me out of the bed in mornings, something to wake up to. And there is six months 'till I'll start at school again. Six months is a long time doing nothing at all. I am terrified of losing this job. I'm afraid I might get back to the point I was when I dropped out of school. I need to keep myself busy.
Todays number is 250. Lots and lots of customers have spend 250 DKR today xD
And the song of today Alyssa lies by Jason Michael Caroll

Worship what you got, cause you might loose it in less than a second.
- Brian