Ponytails, sunscreen and lemon-bracelets

So, today I've had my first ponytail in just about a year. Finally my hair is getting longer again! :D But really, I quite like to be able to put my hair up like that again. One can play a bit more with a couple of different looks, when ones hair can be put in a ponytail or alike.
Aand I've just bought the first bottle of sunscreen this year! :D Today is quite sunny, and I love it, I just can't be outside of the house without sunscreen. Or I will burn. Like a vampire. So, one bottle of sunscreen spf 50? Check! I am soooo ready for summer! I love summer! I've always liked the clothes you can wear at summer way better than winterclothes. It's just... So... Lovely! I love it.
I alos bought some rubber bracelets today. They smell like lemon. It's awesome XD
They're meant to keep mosquitoes away, but I'm not sure if it really works. I just thought they were pretty. And they smell nice. xD
I've been listening quite a lot the song Scars by Papa Roach, and there's one special phrase that I cling to;
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real...

I think this fits quite well to how I am, and how I felt not so long ago. I care a very fucking lot. About everyone. Not only the ones close to me. Everyone. Sometimes I'm so busy caring about others that I forget to care about myself. And I am scared. Oh my, I am scared. I have plenty of scars to remind me just how real my unpleasant past have been. But I need to remember is that it was just as cheerful and happy as it was awful and tragic. It was a little bit of both worlds. Which I actually thinks is quite healthy.

Todays song is Do you know what I am Seeing? by Panic! at the Disco. 

And the number of the day most be 0. Because it looks like the shape of the sun. And it's beena sunny day... Whatever xD

Over and out

- Brian