Random derping on your screen.

You know that cookbook I talked about last time? The veggie one? I absolutely love it. I mean, it's not the most easy recipes, but they are so very delicious. Sure it's challenging to get those dishes right, but when one get to taste the reward of all that effort... I simply do not have the words to describe it. I mean, when I get it right, it tastes like something from a fancy restaurant, but it isn't! I've been struggling in the kitchen to make it just perfect. And I must say, the satisfaction is great.
School is boring. Like not just boring, as it was in high school, but really boring. We've just had presentations of some of our work in both English and Danish. In English I got a straight A. Not that I did anything, at all, to earn it. I didn't prepare anything, I didn't practice. I just went up there and talked. Apparently that was enough. In Danish we had to work in groups, so I kinda had to prepare a little more than for English. Still, we got a B. And we didn't really do much. Hadn't prepared anything very well. Just threw a couple of pictures in a powerpoint and started talking. That's it.
Actually I find it slightly annoying, that it is so boring. I would really love to be challenged a bit more by the teachers. But they do, of course, have to take of the 'more challenged' part of the class. Or the less smart. I sound like a geek that's in love with myself, don't I? xD
Apropos love... I don't know what's about it. Maybe I have commitment issues? Maybe I feel caged? Caught on far to little space like a lion in zoo? Or maybe I just simply get bored of being with one person all the time? I don't know, I really don't know. I wish I did, tho. I wish I could say "I don't want a relationship because...."
But I can't I have to stop the sentence at "I don't want a relationship." I actually like being single.  It's not like I'm not afraid of hurting someone when I'm single. Just less, than when I have a boy- or girlfriend. When single I don't have to constantly think about what someone else would think if I kiss this person. What if I kiss this person, will that count as cheating? I like kissing. I just do, I can't help it. Especially when I get drunk. When I get drunk I kinda lose control. Becomes quite a slut, according to my friends. Maybe that's just that I am; A slut. But at least I'm an awesome one. At least that's what I think. Whatever.
I'm tired. It's getting late. I'm hyper. I really shouldn't drink soda just before bedtime. Especially not Mt. Dew. I miss someone to write to in the middle of the night. Someone who'll stay up with me, even though  we both have to go to school the next day. Someone to text untill one of us falls asleep. I like that. I guess I feel safe when I know someone's willing to just talk to me 'till (s)he falls asleep. Or 'till I do. I don't know. I should go get some rest. Gotta work tomorrow at 9 am. It's close to 11 pm right now. Luckily I don't have to think all to much at work xD
Todays song is Pretty Odd by Panic! At the Disco. Because it's been stuck in my head since yesterday. And now Zombie by Cranberries just got stuck in there too. Good luck falling asleep .-.
Aand the number of the day is 285. Because it's just been everywhere today.

Over and out. And sleep tight
 - Brian