Samuel and Jack

I think I've fallen in love! With Samuel and Jack, of course. - My cousin's two rats :D They are adorable! They made me miss my old rat, Oliver, who died a few years back so badly, that I've decided to buy a new one :D Preferably a white rat. But any color would do, no doubt. Now, the only thing I need before I go and buy it, is to convince my mother that it's a good idea, even though I might not be in the best shape right now.
I think that maybe it's a good idea because of the shape I'm in. I mean, I miss to have someone close to me, to comfort me when I'm sad. Now, I'm sure if any of my friends reads this, they'll probably say things like "You can always come to me, if you're sad" Or something like that. The thing is, I just can't. No matter how much I wish to, I just can't make myself trouble them with my tears and deeply felt pain. I'm afraid to let them see that side of me. I'm afraid they'll abandon me, because I am as troubled as I am. I guess that's why I had a major breakdown in the summer holidays, and now have to see a psychologist. But anyway! I'm not going to be all emo-ish and stuff in this post! Y'see I'm actually in a pretty damn good mood today :D I've just had an amazing weekend with my cousin, Samuel and Jack x)
Right now I'm in the train on my way home to Ikast. Did you know that it cost 29 DKR for five hours internet in the danish trains? I guess it's actually kinda cheap, but I was surprised anyway.
Todays song is most definitely Eva by Nightwish. I really just love that song.

Over and out
- Brian